Cleaning out the Closet.

Hey. So i'm doing the dishes. then i will be getting my laundry together. i'm then going to suds. then i'll put the laundry away. Then. i'll be cleaning everything out of my room. THEN. i'll be going through all of my old stuff and getting rid of stuff. i'm going to downsize. and then. i'll be packing up my christmas stuff and figuring out what to do with my dying christmas tree... ha... although. i might keep the lights in the window...maybe... i think they look pretty.

so i went out with tasha and met her friend dan the other night. he seems like a nice guy. he didn't talk much. he seems much too shy for my liking...but honestly i wasn't into talking friday night either. i was ALLLLL about dancing... hahahahha all about it. that's pretty much all i did all night long. but it was a long night. we left my house at 8 and i didn't get home until 3:30? i think... we to the rustic tavern in lowell first... there was a band playing... and that was interesting. it was filled with people that tasha went to high school with. then we went up to bar in barton. that's where we met up with dan... by then i was drunk. and there was a dj. and me drunk plus a dj=me dancing. a lot. but anyway. it was a good time. then dan invited us to go to his friend's house party...that was at like 1ish??? so we stayed there for awhile. and then we brought danielle home, then me... then i passed out...and slept until 11 when ashley and kyle were pounding on my door to wake me up to see if i wanted to go to breakfast with them.

so yeah yesterday i woke up.. got ready to peace. went to breakfast with ashley, kyle, sam, and brett in jeffersonville...then from there i went to burlington and taught a photography workshop to little 4-Hers haha. i probably sounded like an idiot because i was exhausted and kept yawning...hahah.. oh well. then i didn't get home until about 5:45...i was supposed to do laundry with ashley but she didn't have her phone on her so i was editing photos for awhile. then i finally text cristine to see what she was up to and turned out she was at kyle's with ash. so i went over there for awhile. then from there we went to ashley's and cristine, ash and i played soulmate games all night...hahaha lame i know. but it was fun at least. ashley and i were being seriously stupid. which obviously made it that much more fun.

and now we're at today.

emily comes home today. it will be weird to have her back after not having anyone here for a month. it's been very peaceful... but i guess all good things have to come to an end. haha. just kidding. i'm very hopeful that this semester will bring better things for em and i. i hope. if not i will go about doing my own thing and she'll go about doing hers.

someone with having a snowball fight or something with their kid outside my room and they keep hitting the house. and it's REALLLLLY fucking annoying.

so i got a job offer from jpmorgan chase. i don't know what to do about that. i think i might take it. then i could go live in burlington when my lease is up here... be close to everything i want to be close to. i don't know. i'm so confused about the job thing. i think i'm going to see if i can keep the job at immigration with just a couple hours a week and do the jpmorgan job full time. i don't know.

uggggg
i wanted options. now i have them and i don't know what to do with them.

i thought i had it figured out...but who the fuck knows now.

oh well... things will work out. hopefully for the best. but who knows.

anywhoo stuff to do but i wanted to update the world on my life.

later all.

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

Howard Thurman